It is such a paradox that the most intangible part of me is the most tangible. Your thoughts are so real they are surreal. Its a strange thing to wrap your mind around, your thoughts aren't real. Your emotions aren't real. Its a bunch of chemicals your brain is spewing out in hopes to keep you thinking thinking thinking. The same thing trying to keep you alive is driving you crazy.

My Lord has told me I will never give you more than you can handle. Can I really handle Chad being gone four months.